Tuesday, April 7, 2009

I will Never Forget.....

I will never forget:

-the night we drove to the beach at 3 in the morning and I have never felt so safe in my life. i layed my seat back and you just drove and there was music, upon arriving to the beach we walked the pier and i looked over and saw my best friend walking by my side, I will never forget how much I smiled that night.

- the day I went with my girls to the beach and “my life would suck without you” came on, i looked in the mirror to see my best friend singing at me and i just smiled and tears rolled down my face,I will never forget my realization of how blessed I am.

- the first time we hung out with you, you suprised me by coming to its a grind, then you put us in your car and we drove for hours, just adventuring, going to the most wonderful hidden places, I will never forget how much I enjoyed your company.

- those wonderful late night conversations about life and we just talked for hours, not once waas the conversation dull, I will never forget the unconditional love you gave me.

- all the nights you came over, i would hear your car, i would come out front and get you, then you would come in and I would feed you and you would lay there and we lit the cinnamon roll candle and turned on norah jones, I will never forget how calm I felt.

-when mom told you how sad I was and you wrote me a letter telling me how proud you were and how much you loved me, I will never forget how proud I was to call you my brother.

- the night you got locked out and you ran over panting and as hard as i tried i couldnt stop laughing, we laughed so hard that night, I will never forget hearing you whisper outside the door.

- the day when i told you i lost my best friend and you put me in the car and you let me cry while you drove me to LA and you told me to pick whatever i wanted and we shopped for hours and you took me to dinner, I will never forget how much that helped me.

- the day i texted you asking you when you would be home because i needed to get out of moorpark and i heard you honk, you were in the car waiting to drive me wherever my heart desired, I will never forget the memories of our car rides.

- when you put sprinkles cupcakes on my door and a little note with a simple heart, I will never forget how much that little heart and gesture meant to me.

-laying with you on top of the houseboat just looking at the stars and you told me you couldn't ask for a better best friend and you just held my hand. I will never forget the good with you.

-sitting with you in the back of class just taking pictures and you always gave me advice and hugs, I will never forget how you always knew how to make everything better.

- the drive home from studio city, music blasting, sunroof and windows open, sunglasses and sundresses on, hair going wild and singing with everything we had, love songs and then guitar solos, I will never forget how lucky I am to call you my best friend.

- the many times you called me just to give me advice, regardless of what you were doing, you always knew how to help me, I will never forget how much you encouraged me in my faith.

Iwillneverneverneverforget.

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