please.

help me!
I dont know what to do anymore, I feel like Im losing control of my life! I feel like you don't want anything to do with me anymore. I am sick of feeling things, I just want to be numb to everyone, I want to pack up and leave moorpark behind, I dont want to feel anything painful anymore. I just am going to start screaming and punching people and just not have any patience, because its not worth it anymore.


uggh! Help me! Please help me again! I miss you!