i cant stop crying, and my anxiety will be my death.

I justt neeed to point out the fact that I am really blessed by my best friend, she is the greatest and we are so much alike as we figured that out last night.

i really miss you.

im sorry for all the lies I have fed you all over the years, I admitt today that I have a problem. but all I do know anymore is that I dont want to let the past determine the future. I dont want to lose any of you, because I am willing to do anything to regain that trust, regardless of how long it takes. I know you deserve more from me, so I am going to give it you.

the only thing that seems to cure my feeling of being alone is the fact that I get to buy important people in my life wonderful christmas presents!

http://www.urbanoutfitters.com/urban/catalog/productdetail.jsp?itemdescription=true&itemCount=60&startValue=1&selectedProductColor=&sortby=&id=17721101&parentid=SALE_W_ACC&sortProperties=+subCategoryPosition

this purse is my newest obsession!